Do you want to build a snowman?!???

Go ahead -- sing it!  We all did!  While I really don't want to build a snow man, I seriously want a snow day.

I want a morning where I roll over, hit the Gov App, its bright red saying everything is closed and I roll over and go back to sleep for another hour or two or even three... then it's sweatpants and hot tea, and a good book and loving the Shelby dog, and mindless day time TV and no doing anything revolving around any of the 12 groups I belong to... I think it's 12 - it could be just three with the work of 12.

I'm starting to lose it.

Every weekend from now until the end of March is booked.  Some are a couple of hours of something, some are all day events.

It feels like I'm fighting an up hill battle with the Girl's group, I keep getting things done, and I am not getting a whole lot in return.  Oh yes, there is some, but the ones I'm busting my hump for -- not so much. 

I know, I KNOW it's this time of year, where there are so many spinning plates of crap I have to keep up with I start to lose it... but the fun part is the powers that be have moved dates around on me, AFTER I have told parents of original dates... this last minute crap makes me crazy.

Breathe....

Had a message last night, it was glorious, but too short.  I admit I have become addicted to that extra 30 minutes... an hour is no longer long enough... Yes pampered princess am I.

I SO didn't want to get out of bed this morning, but frankly that is no different than every other blessed morning the alarm goes off at 5 AM. 

I am compensating with sugar and that has got to stop!  I'm packing my lunch so that is helping with not buying things I shouldn't be eating, but I'm still supplementing with things I shouldn't be.  I'm working on that one.

My boss has told me to update my resume.  I've looked at it but haven't taken bit to byte yet but I have looked at it.  Sighed then went back to surfing the Internet for an hour.  Its on the to do list.  The ever growing never ending to do list... up side?  Bubba is leaving for Vegas this weekend so there is that bit of peace and quiet.  And no grumping that I am off doing lodge crap and not tending to his needs.  Make  your own lunch/dinner and leave me alone for 10 blessed minutes.

All right I have vented, things will get done, and I will find a way to do nothing for short periods of time... like going to bed earlier when Bubba isn't home.  :-)