Perhaps I will blame the weather

Blame the weather on what you may ask???  My mood, now I will grant you it's been a long week, Girls' Group meeting, more adults than kids, coordinating rides, packing, crap, crap and more crap.  Then my Mom driving from PA to MD and back again to make a dress for a kid, worry, worry that she's OK back and forth and I'm the reason she's on the road and losing sleep....

Plus it freaking snowed! last night, now granted it only stuck to the grass which is a good thing.

I worked all day yesterday, went to happy hour with a lot of people I didn't know but were nice and chatty, left that, drove into rush hour traffic, around rush hour traffic and back into rush hour traffic into downtown.. for a meeting.  Yes I did nod off once or twice... there were communications..zzzz

I was noting to myself on the way home, that everyone around me is moving up, moving around and doing new things.  Oh granted I have a new job, new faces, no office mate and on that front things are going well.  The new boss had a one on one with me and said she was very happy to have me here.  I think my lack of satisfaction is all my volunteering.

I complain I don't have time for X-Y-and Z... but thing again I'm tired of doing the same thing for basically zippo appreciation for the job.  I know I am going to work my tail off next weekend, and get the usual meaningless platitudes and get all cranky all over again.  But I'll be tired and go home and go to bed.  that will help.

I don't know what's wrong with me.  I'm tired.  I have an unplanned weekend.  I don't see me leaving the house for much.

Up side, beach week is planned, vacation is on the books, so - I got that going for me, which is nice. 

I got 20 minutes left in my work week... I have only 3 days next week.

My dog likes me.

:-)  Positive.  I think I'll bake something chocolate this weekend and maybe I'll share.