Enough Already Part 2

We are at the end of April, I can point to no one thing and say Hey! I did that!  Outside of cooking and cleaning and listening to my husband bitch about his job... oh the bitching.

Please explain to me how I am supposed to react, when I make him lunch, put it wrapped to keep warm, I get pissed off face, his pen tossed down, then a muttered, thank you.  WTF?  I get that you are unhappy - I get that you are overworked, I get that your boss thinks you have an attitude... (no comment) but once again.  I am not the figurative punching bag for all that is wrong in your world.

I am really struggling this week, work is slow, I don't want to do training for the sake for training, but there are things I need to learn.  I found a list of motivating actions and I think that will be the next project.  I have some ideas but frankly I am terrified to try and set them out before tech managers.  We'll see if I can come up with a full road map with milestones and actionable data I think that might just give me the guts to put things out there and try. 

I need to keep this job - especially if home boy is going to be unemployed this summer.  And don't get me wrong - break yeah great go for it.  Now he says I don't want to be this person anymore.  OK great  what do you want?  He doesn't know and of course he's got no time to deal with it.  I promise you he'll last 1 week, maybe even into two with no job - and YES I will leave his butt honey-do lists.  Oh he may not want to unload a dishwasher or run the sweeper - but he's going to learn.  Earn your keep buddy boy.
I as I write this April 2020 -- he will be back to doing numbers sometime into 2021 - because I know he's got no patience for retail or dealing with the general yinzer public.  Driver for Amazon - Ok great - no Christmas for you, weekends bu-bye.  He'll get into shape.  LOL

I don't know - I really don't and I think this is causing me more stress than him.  AND I know like I know my name he's going to make me more crazy with spending money.  He is a SUPREME pain in the nether regions now, can you imagine what he's going to become when he's not working!!!?  I can't even... just can't.

I'm going to bake peanut butter cookies tonight.  Because my pants still fit.

I figure we'll be back to work-work in a couple of weeks - please heavens above!  Darling husband figures he's got a month left with this job - and frankly I keep telling him to quit today.  I've said "I will help you pack up your workstation and send it back."  Here you go!  But he's thinking he's going to get some "go away package" I think he's living in "fantasy land".  I have been wrong before.

I am going to sign off - pretend to be productive for a bit, attend a meeting, and then sign off for my day.... then hump day will be another day.... heaven help us all.