Who am I kidding - she's kicking my butt on a regular and frequent basis... but this time it was good news in the end and I feel the need to "express myself".
But first an issue -- Do you take an offer on the table of Steeler -- yes PITTSBURGH Steeler SEASON tickets for a half way decent price -- but in a crappy seat or do you let this opportunity slip through your fingers because your husband doesn't want the "family logistics hassle"
You might be able to tell I'm leaning in one direction and darling husband is leaning in another. ... we'll see.
Just tossing that out into the bits and bytes as I often feel better when I do...
Speaking of feeling better --- allow me to chronicle last week... A week ago Friday as I was being snarky about looking good for the in-law 'anniversary' extravaganza -- Karma the Bitch was warming up the big guns....
I went to my oncologist as lefty aka "normal" boobie felt weird there was something there that wasn't there before.... panic panic... Calming senior nurse, probably nothing, here take these anti-biotics and get a ultra sound when done "just to be sure..." Ah OK...
Ultra sound a week a go Friday... "um - we're going to need to biopsy this" (See Karma dancing the jig) as I smile and say... "really". OK Fine - Biopsy on Monday afternoon... then I get to wait... ALL FREAKING WEEK -- until Friday afternoon. I also purposely told no one save Bubba... it kept more crazy at bay - and fewer conversations....
Sitting in the oncologists office, ready for my usual 3 week -NOT CHEMO- infusion just knowing it was going to be the big C again.... I got the word.
NEGATIVE
There has never been a better word spoken to me EVER. Take that Karma... you screwed with my week - I drowned her fanny in liquor all weekend... it was good.
Down side - Dr called at 7:30 Friday night to tell me to call my surgeon - best to get this thing removed... yeah. OK, fine.
So, here we are at Monday, we have an appointment with the surgeon on Wednesday and life boys and girls is now becoming a logistics nightmare.... I have things planned, in June, in July - frankly August or September would be better times to do this... but NO Bubba wants it done sooner rather than later because he wants to quit his job... right now we're under his insurance - and it's good, and my doctors are covered under it and well..... we'll figure it out. Either way I'm attending an event or two or four and not feeling 100%... I'll make do.
Oh and did I mention, my office move a the end of July... Karma... she's still dancing.
Need to find a gun and shoot that @#$@$%^. Of course with that opening salvo - she's going to find a way to screw with me again. Stay tuned for more chatty from the surgeon... I wonder can I drink on the days I don't drive?!? It would certainly make the day go by quicker. ;-)
No worries - I have cheesecake. Took my team member out to lunch today and since she doesn't do "exotic" foods - I figured that was a safe bet. It was - plus I got cheesecake. It's in the office fridge - it just might be dinner.
20 minutes left in my day... then a busy night -- then bed -- and we do this all over again.
Is it Friday yet? Oh - wait nope - need to slow that down - heading to PA this weekend... cripes. Never enough hours in a day...
Check ya later
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