Still cranky...

I posted previously over my idiotic steps to deal with Girls' group madness... it hasn't stopped  - I'm starting to feel like George  Jetson... (JANE get me off this crazy thing!)

I feel like I'm the only one doing anything... I just don't get it?!?  I work full time too -- cripes. 

I promised myself in MARCH I wasn't going to do this!  And I'm doing it.

Of course on top of this... Bubba is cranky.  Grumpy and all round generally unhappy.  Work sucks -- so basically so does his life.  I told him to quit -- we can manage for a bit.

He said he's going to talk to his boss when she gets back from vacation ... we also discussed that if boy-wonder isn't working... Aunt Ing ain't cookin'  he's going to have to step it up!  Yeah we'll see what happens.    I foresee Aunt Ing getting cranky right quick if she's still doing it all while Bubba sits home and polishes his motorcycle.

Stay tuned on developments on that front. 

Just typing out some words I start to feel better -- it doesn't lighten the load any but it's helping with the murderous urges... not sure who they are directed at... everyone at this point.  Just tired of being the spear head and getting no back up from anyone.

Good thing work is quiet, a few meetings some of this that and the other and life is OK.

Got to talk to my sister last night -- that was fun.  A little insight into the nightly 'get in the tub' dance with the little acorn.  Tee hee hee...

Total upside has been the news that I don't have to see the oncologist until SEPTEMBER!   Of course I see the radiation doctor at the end of June and the plastic surgeon again in early July.  We're talking a fall surgery date now... yeah Aunt Ing is a happy happy girl.   Well ... happier than crapping out my summer - we just have to squeeze it between College Homecoming weekend, and whatever else I may have planned this fall...

All right quick hit - I need to get back to work... the only place in my life where I'm not the leader of the pack, while packing the pack, hauling the pack, begging others for assistance carrying the pack....did I mention, buying the material, sewing and designing the pack.... yeah -- still feeling cranky.

I'm off to go find chocolate... carrots are just not cutting it.