Tuesday, December 5, 2023

Two years and not much has changed...

 Type or murder.  LOL.  Darling husband will never change only my reaction will make a difference.  I decided this morning while walking our dog that I will get back to sending my random thoughts out to the bits and bytes of the internet.  Why?  Because I will not do well in jail, and I assume murder is messy. 

Darling husband or DH as I will now call him, has been fighting a cold for the past two days.  Oh joy.  I have been pumping fluids and drugs on him, but according to the expert that DH is, "nothing works".  If I were a betting woman I would say that he took one dose at o-dark-early and didn't bother a second all day.  so um yeah... but you can't tell HIM that. 

We are into December  - 2023 blew by in a fit of Hurricane Jerry and life in general.  Of course I am trying to fit it all into a 24 hour day with 26 hours of stuff to get done.  Some how we manage.  WE - ha ha ha ... there is no WE.  It's ME!  Baking, cleaning, wrapping and generally handling life as per usual only on Christmas jolly steroids.  Even without a cold, DH is as useful as tits on a bull. 

Menopause is not helping my mental state, all the way back in February, when I noticed my moods in odd places, I made the effort to contact a medical professional.  His answer was medication.  I tried version 1 for 1 day.  Because I like my head attached to my body and the ability to add 2+2 without having to triple check in because it "didn't look right"  NOT kidding. 

So, call to doc, medical version 2.  That lasted 3 days, and again head detachment, which took another 2 days to get out of my system and be a functional adult again.  Sweet lord who lives on this crap??  so no meds and I am frankly toughing it out.  So blogging.  Since the internet says ways to help with mood swings is diet and exercise - giving up caffeine, sugar and alcohol are not options I care to explore.  And frankly those options would make Aunt Ing a very unhappy camper on the outside as well as the inside.  So today boys and girls, I am wrangling things into a messy bundle and kicking it into the corner.  I will get ONE thing on my work to-do list done, and I know I'll get at least two things on my at home list done, as I include walking the dog and making dinner.  

Goals it's good to have goals. 

Stay tuned for more adventures in the land of the crazy lady.  Short post as I'm working on that one thing done at work today.  


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